I thought today was to be my day,
I guess I was wrong to hope,
I think you forgot if I was important,
But do not worry for I will cope.
I was excited for it come,
To spend it all together,
But I guess all of it was not to be,
Although this may not play out forever
I'll get over this sadness,
I'm becoming used to this,
Loneliness is my best friend,
Pain of my heart is a soft little kiss.
I give this to you when I'm away,
Lying in my bed till noon,
Hoping this won't seem so pathetic,
I'm scared so show this so soon.
I never wanted you to know,
That I hate to be alone,
It kills me inside,
It's what I've never shown.
Although you're always there,
You stand at my side,
I'm still left in the dark,
My face it will hide.
I'm sorry for this,
It's not the best of times to say,
I love you right now,
Every night and day.
It will not fade,
Not when I want to stop,
I'll never put it away,
You're at my mountain top.
This is useless I think right now,
Will my words mean anything at all?
I want to tell